Today I am feeling really blue and just, lousy. I think my hyperthyroidism may be back because all I want to do is sleep. And sleep. And sleep. But I have a business chinese midterm today, which I need to get an A in, and so cannot do so.
I still feel really anxious and worried about my advanced managerial final yesterday. I keep thinking back to it. I'm really trying not to think about it because:
1) I can't go back and change things
2) Repeatedly thinking about it and thinking how I could have better written the essay with added content boost is not helping my morale. At all.
3) Should focus on my midterm and things I can do going forward.
3) Should focus on my midterm and things I can do going forward.
I also really miss home.
I think Matthew chapter 6 may be my favorite bible book yet. Sometimes when I'm blue, I read it and think it was written just for me.
He knows my heart. And He loves me so.
O ye of little faith.
*Edit: I'm midterm free! 1 day of play and it's back to the books!
*Edit II: False alarm. Lets go get everything done #conquer
30 Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, ashall he not much moreclothe you, O ye of little bfaith?
31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?
32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father aknoweth that ye have need of all these things.
33 aBut bseek ye first the ckingdom of God, and hisdrighteousness; and all these ethings shall be fadded unto you.
He knows my heart. And He loves me so.
O ye of little faith.
*Edit: I'm midterm free! 1 day of play and it's back to the books!
*Edit II: False alarm. Lets go get everything done #conquer
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